urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer sanctified sanctified 2005-05-08T07:44:26Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:36998 2005-05-08T07:44:26Z 2005-05-08T07:44:26Z its like almost 3 am im drunk as shit after the bachelor partty for my brother we just had.....good times by all lots of friends fun and did i mention drinking like a motherfucker.....we can certainly down a few in Texas......<br /><br />and after all that i still dont see things clearly....still confused....heart hurting....not understanding why things are over with the person i loved and still love so much.....well its over because she gave up so what can i do.....just go on i guess as much as it hurts in my heart so bad....ill love her for a long time and moving on will be tough but fuck it i must.....<br /><br />brothrs wedding in two weeks......Nine Inch Nails i hope on the 24th if i can find ticket....Dredg May 31st......oh and star wars episode 2 next wekk too.....things to look forward too when life is so fucking shitty....peace urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:36775 2005-05-05T04:29:49Z 2005-05-05T04:29:49Z what do you do when something is taken from you and you dont understand why, but yet you have a chance to have closure and its not given to you because of other unknown reasons......<br /><br />if life is a joke i am missing the punchline big time..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:36430 2005-05-03T20:39:44Z 2005-05-03T20:39:44Z i still recall the taste of your tears<br />echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears<br />my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore<br />scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore<br /><br />you make this all go away<br />you make this all go away<br />i'm down to just one thing<br />and i'm starting to scare myself<br />you make this all go away<br />you make this all go away<br />i just want something<br />i just want something i can never have<br /><br />you always were the one to show me how<br />back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now<br />this thing is slowly taking me apart<br />grey would be the color if i had a heart<br />come on tell me<br /><br />you make this all go away<br />you make this all go away<br />i'm down to just one thing<br />and i'm starting to scare myself<br />you make this all go away<br />you make this all go away<br />i just want something<br />i just want something i can never have<br /><br />in this place it seems like such a shame<br />though it all looks different now,<br />i know it's still the same<br />everywhere i look you're all i see<br />just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be<br />come on tell me<br /><br />you make this all go away<br />you make this all go away<br />i'm down to just one thing<br />and i'm starting to scare myself<br />you make this all go away<br />you make it all go away<br />i just want something<br />i just want something i can never have<br />i just want something i can never have<br /><br /><br />confused<br /><br />torn<br /><br />sad<br /><br />unsure<br /><br />searching<br /><br />not understanding<br /><br />just a fading memory<br /><br />love not lost<br /><br />something i can never have<br /><br />terrible lie<br /><br />tried to save myself but myself kept slipping<br /><br /><br /><br />what a day for a new NIN album considering life is in termoil right now......but i will survive..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:36195 2005-04-28T01:54:44Z 2005-04-28T01:54:44Z The Mars Volta last night was amazing.........have to be the coolest band in the world right now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:35848 2005-04-20T17:23:38Z 2005-04-20T17:23:38Z What am I doing here..............I must be lost.....wait a minute this is my journal thingy......well I'll be damned.<br /><br />How the hell are ya everyone? Me I'm great. I went up to Canada in early March and had a blast. I saw Audioslave this past Monday was totally rockin and next Tuesday is The Mars Volta. That's life in a nutshell the last month or so.<br /><br />Oooooo and so much good music comng out in May. Woot woot!!<br /><br />peace urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:35639 2005-02-19T04:36:46Z 2005-02-19T04:36:46Z new DREDG listen to it cuase u will thank me later.........<br /><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/dredg">http://www.myspace.com/dredg</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:35340 2005-01-29T06:18:14Z 2005-01-29T06:18:14Z Um so what's up peoples? Long time no see no talk too or whatever. I've been busy with life and such and don't have toomuch time I suppose for something like this. I will make some what an effort to update this once in a while so taht my freinds out there do know I am ok. And just so you know I am doing great, things could not be better right now to be honest I suppose. <br /><br />So 2005 has begun............hmm the last Star Wars movie ever......kinda sad something I grew up with is ending but I am looking forward to it also.<br /><br />new music from Pearl Jam, Taproot, Dredg, SOAD, The Mars Volta and much more. Woot woot!!<br /><br />oh and Batman Begins comes out this year too fucking a right!<br /><br />Ok so thats all for now and if you want to drop me a line which I would be gratefukl if u did please do so I will read this thing. <br /><br />peace homies<br />Mark urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:35173 2005-01-23T06:32:07Z 2005-01-23T06:32:07Z I haven't updated in so long................<br /><br /><br />maybe tomorrow............errr later today I mean urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:34981 2004-10-10T22:02:11Z 2004-10-10T22:02:11Z television............. AH yes.........so yesterday I watched Texas loose to Oklahoma......which sucked..teh Astros won which was good...and then it was off to Austin for the Deftones show.<br /><br />Well Dredg started things off with a great show as they always do and played a very short set considering there was only 2 bands then after they finished we had to wait almost 40 minutes for the 'Tones. But Dredg was great they played almost all new stuff except for 2 songs one off El Cielo and one off Lietmotif but the new stuff sounds great and should be a kick ass album once it comes out.<br /><br />As for the Deftones this was the 6th time I have seen them and the best show by far. The band was on and for once I could hear Chino singing and screaming and the sound wasn't all fucked up. They played a nice long 17 song setlist with some rare shit mixed in such as "Can't Even Breathe" and lots of stuff offf Adrenaline and Around the Fur. Just fucking awesome. I took pics and once I get em developed if they came out I will post some.<br /><br />I'm tired now since I drove back to Houston last night but it was well worth it.<br /><br />peace urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:34690 2004-10-05T04:09:15Z 2004-10-05T04:09:15Z Go Astros!!!! Fucking awesome I was at the game Sunday when they clinched the Wild Card for the National League was great fun!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:34525 2004-09-22T19:22:08Z 2004-09-22T19:22:08Z Dredg announced as the opener for the Deftones show.............fuckin a<br /><br />the Star Wars Trilogy on DVD.............<br /><br />life is sweet...........<br /><br />oh and hte new Shadows Fall CD is pretty damn good too....... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:34090 2004-09-12T16:52:00Z 2004-09-12T16:52:00Z ..........got Deftones tickets...word...October 9th in Austin, Texas<br /><br />and since I'm such a cool big brother I got my sister a ticket too since she is going to school there figured I'd meet her and take her to the show.......<br /><br />nothing else is new.......<br /><br />peace urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:33840 2004-09-01T16:22:43Z 2004-09-01T16:22:43Z sweetest Sports Pick figure ever made.......and it's gracing my collection.....<br /><br /><img src="http://i8.ebayimg.com/03/i/02/46/74/b4_1_b.JPG" /><br /><br />word.......... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:33675 2004-08-26T22:53:16Z 2004-08-26T22:53:16Z A Perfect Circle - "The Outsider" new Boondock Saints inspired layout.................word....very cool me thinks.......<br /><br />I saw Collateral...damn good movie...will go see Hero tomorrow that shit looks tight...<br /><br />and fuck there needs to be some concerts coming to town soon...... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:33044 2004-08-06T20:24:29Z 2004-08-06T20:24:29Z I will be 28 on Sunday...........gosh damn where did time go............... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:32941 2004-08-01T18:39:52Z 2004-08-01T18:39:52Z ........I may not be updating this much anymore........<br /><br />life is fucking outstanding though.....that kinda shit happens when your in love......<br /><br />peace........ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:32715 2004-06-26T21:16:39Z 2004-06-26T21:16:39Z these are the last 4 CD's I bought....<br /><br />Haste the Day - burning bridges<br />Ben Harper - welcome to the cruel world<br />Beastie Boys - to the 5 boroughs<br />Velvet Revolver - contraband<br /><br />hmmmmm talk about musical range........or something like that I dunno I'm just bored as fuck...<br /><br />sup peeps...... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:32495 2004-06-19T19:55:37Z 2004-06-19T19:55:37Z .......holy fuck Velvet Revolver was absolutely fucking wesome last night...seeing Slash on stage was so freaking cool and the band just ripped, roaared, and rocked out..... fucking awesome great rock show....... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:32041 2004-06-16T21:50:07Z 2004-06-16T21:50:07Z Beastie Boys................ I saw a movie today called City of God.......foreign language film about a boy in an extremely violent city near Rio De Janero and how he sees things as he grows up. Amazing performances, direction, and cinemaotgraphy. I had heard about it when it was in theaters but never paid much attention and decided to give it a shot on video and I'm glad I did. One of the best films I have seen this year without a doubt. I highly recommend it.<br /><br />I got the new Beastie Boys too...if u haven't bought it yet then u suck cause there probably won't be a better CD out this year....word.......<br /><br />Ummmmm......I think thats it..peace urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:31914 2004-06-13T17:30:08Z 2004-06-13T17:30:08Z Pearl Jam - "Off He Goes" The Chronicles of Riddick was fucking awesome............<br /><br />Velvet Revolver this Friday.........<br /><br />peaace out..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:31609 2004-05-30T17:09:29Z 2004-05-30T17:09:29Z a peerfect circle - blue Well last night I saw APC for the fourth time and by far the best show I had ever seen em play. It was one of those nights where the band was sounding great, Maynard's voice was on fire, the crowd was very into the show and having a great time. Just one of those nights you knew you we're seeing a great show. And it was cool cause Maynard told us they we're recording the Texas shows for a possible future release. All round just great...only thing that would have made it better would have been if The Mars Volta had stayed on the tour until the end but that's not a complaint just a wish. But looks like that will be it for APC for a couple of more years as Maynard will return to Tool at the end of this tour but that is by no means a bad thing at all. Bring on more Tool anyday..........<br /><br /><br />So I'm still tired so gonna chill today and play video games or something...<br /><br />peace out....... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:31235 2004-05-24T22:59:03Z 2004-05-24T22:59:59Z Beastie Boys -- "Ch-Ch-Check It Out" .....haven't updated this biatch in forever.........not much new going on.........<br /><br />APC this Saturday........and I got Velvet Revolver tickets......cool beans....<br /><br />I saw Troy, great fucking movie...........<br /><br />hmmmm what else........hell tahts it......talk to ya later...... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:31060 2004-05-06T22:14:45Z 2004-05-06T22:14:45Z Sevendus-"X-Mas Day" ..the new Sevendust CD/DVD set rocks...live DVD, live CD, postcards, and a 7D guitar pick for 15 bucks at Best Buy........fucking cool........<br /><br />man ithe 29th cant come soon enough for APC.....I need a concert to go to..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:30770 2004-04-30T05:17:06Z 2004-04-30T05:17:06Z The Mars Volta - "Televators" guess i should update....<br /><br />but i got nothing to say.........I got A Perfect Circle tickets......25th row left side so not bad..its a pavillion with seats and a big hill behind it.....actually a really nice venue........<br /><br />........ok thats all for today........<br /><br />oh and Big Fish is out on DVD.....youshould watch this movie.....it will make u think about and appreciate life.....great film...... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keeperofthebeer:30519 2004-04-19T20:49:48Z 2004-04-19T20:49:48Z Dead Poetic "New Medicines" Friday night......saw Kill Bill Vol 2,,,,,,Tarentino is a fucking genious......what a great fucking movie...........<br /><br />Saturday night: Went to the Astros game and tehy kicked ass winning 14 to 5 and as a bonus Finger 11 played a post game concert. Short set only 30 mins but it still rocked getting to see them for free after the game.<br /><br />And thats about it...............<br /><br />so hows everyone else?