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[08 May 2005|02:40am] |
its like almost 3 am im drunk as shit after the bachelor partty for my brother we just had.....good times by all lots of friends fun and did i mention drinking like a motherfucker.....we can certainly down a few in Texas......
and after all that i still dont see things clearly....still confused....heart hurting....not understanding why things are over with the person i loved and still love so much.....well its over because she gave up so what can i do.....just go on i guess as much as it hurts in my heart so bad....ill love her for a long time and moving on will be tough but fuck it i must.....
brothrs wedding in two weeks......Nine Inch Nails i hope on the 24th if i can find ticket....Dredg May 31st......oh and star wars episode 2 next wekk too.....things to look forward too when life is so fucking shitty....peace
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[04 May 2005|11:28pm] |
what do you do when something is taken from you and you dont understand why, but yet you have a chance to have closure and its not given to you because of other unknown reasons......
if life is a joke i am missing the punchline big time.....
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[03 May 2005|03:36pm] |
i still recall the taste of your tears
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
you always were the one to show me how
back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now
this thing is slowly taking me apart
grey would be the color if i had a heart
come on tell me
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
in this place it seems like such a shame
though it all looks different now,
i know it's still the same
everywhere i look you're all i see
just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be
come on tell me
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make it all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
i just want something i can never have
confused
torn
sad
unsure
searching
not understanding
just a fading memory
love not lost
something i can never have
terrible lie
tried to save myself but myself kept slipping
what a day for a new NIN album considering life is in termoil right now......but i will survive.....
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[27 Apr 2005|08:54pm] |
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The Mars Volta last night was amazing.........have to be the coolest band in the world right now.
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[20 Apr 2005|12:21pm] |
What am I doing here..............I must be lost.....wait a minute this is my journal thingy......well I'll be damned.
How the hell are ya everyone? Me I'm great. I went up to Canada in early March and had a blast. I saw Audioslave this past Monday was totally rockin and next Tuesday is The Mars Volta. That's life in a nutshell the last month or so.
Oooooo and so much good music comng out in May. Woot woot!!
peace
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[29 Jan 2005|12:15am] |
Um so what's up peoples? Long time no see no talk too or whatever. I've been busy with life and such and don't have toomuch time I suppose for something like this. I will make some what an effort to update this once in a while so taht my freinds out there do know I am ok. And just so you know I am doing great, things could not be better right now to be honest I suppose.
So 2005 has begun............hmm the last Star Wars movie ever......kinda sad something I grew up with is ending but I am looking forward to it also.
new music from Pearl Jam, Taproot, Dredg, SOAD, The Mars Volta and much more. Woot woot!!
oh and Batman Begins comes out this year too fucking a right!
Ok so thats all for now and if you want to drop me a line which I would be gratefukl if u did please do so I will read this thing.
peace homies
Mark
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| holy cow |
[23 Jan 2005|12:32am] |
I haven't updated in so long................
maybe tomorrow............errr later today I mean
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| Deftones/Dredg.......enough said |
[10 Oct 2004|02:57pm] |
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AH yes.........so yesterday I watched Texas loose to Oklahoma......which sucked..teh Astros won which was good...and then it was off to Austin for the Deftones show.
Well Dredg started things off with a great show as they always do and played a very short set considering there was only 2 bands then after they finished we had to wait almost 40 minutes for the 'Tones. But Dredg was great they played almost all new stuff except for 2 songs one off El Cielo and one off Lietmotif but the new stuff sounds great and should be a kick ass album once it comes out.
As for the Deftones this was the 6th time I have seen them and the best show by far. The band was on and for once I could hear Chino singing and screaming and the sound wasn't all fucked up. They played a nice long 17 song setlist with some rare shit mixed in such as "Can't Even Breathe" and lots of stuff offf Adrenaline and Around the Fur. Just fucking awesome. I took pics and once I get em developed if they came out I will post some.
I'm tired now since I drove back to Houston last night but it was well worth it.
peace
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| WIld Weekend..................... |
[04 Oct 2004|11:07pm] |
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Go Astros!!!! Fucking awesome I was at the game Sunday when they clinched the Wild Card for the National League was great fun!!!
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[22 Sep 2004|02:21pm] |
Dredg announced as the opener for the Deftones show.............fuckin a
the Star Wars Trilogy on DVD.............
life is sweet...........
oh and hte new Shadows Fall CD is pretty damn good too.......
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[12 Sep 2004|11:50am] |
..........got Deftones tickets...word...October 9th in Austin, Texas
and since I'm such a cool big brother I got my sister a ticket too since she is going to school there figured I'd meet her and take her to the show.......
nothing else is new.......
peace
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[01 Sep 2004|11:22am] |
sweetest Sports Pick figure ever made.......and it's gracing my collection.....
word..........
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| And we shall flow a river forth to thee and teeming with souls shall it ever be |
[26 Aug 2004|05:52pm] |
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new Boondock Saints inspired layout.................word....very cool me thinks.......
I saw Collateral...damn good movie...will go see Hero tomorrow that shit looks tight...
and fuck there needs to be some concerts coming to town soon......
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[06 Aug 2004|03:24pm] |
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I will be 28 on Sunday...........gosh damn where did time go...............
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[01 Aug 2004|01:39pm] |
........I may not be updating this much anymore........
life is fucking outstanding though.....that kinda shit happens when your in love......
peace........
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[26 Jun 2004|04:15pm] |
these are the last 4 CD's I bought....
Haste the Day - burning bridges
Ben Harper - welcome to the cruel world
Beastie Boys - to the 5 boroughs
Velvet Revolver - contraband
hmmmmm talk about musical range........or something like that I dunno I'm just bored as fuck...
sup peeps......
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[19 Jun 2004|02:54pm] |
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.......holy fuck Velvet Revolver was absolutely fucking wesome last night...seeing Slash on stage was so freaking cool and the band just ripped, roaared, and rocked out..... fucking awesome great rock show.......
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[16 Jun 2004|04:47pm] |
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I saw a movie today called City of God.......foreign language film about a boy in an extremely violent city near Rio De Janero and how he sees things as he grows up. Amazing performances, direction, and cinemaotgraphy. I had heard about it when it was in theaters but never paid much attention and decided to give it a shot on video and I'm glad I did. One of the best films I have seen this year without a doubt. I highly recommend it.
I got the new Beastie Boys too...if u haven't bought it yet then u suck cause there probably won't be a better CD out this year....word.......
Ummmmm......I think thats it..peace
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The Chronicles of Riddick was fucking awesome............
Velvet Revolver this Friday.........
peaace out.....
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